emotional

I need to know what exactly happened to me very badly. I easy to become so-called "emo" recently. Hard to control my emotions recently, especially at night when I am facing the laptop, books and notes alone. Is not that I am mind about being alone (certainly not mind about being alone at all!!!), what I am mind about is I started to lose control of my own emotions under the condition of I also don't know what caused me to behave like that. The good news is I didn't lose my temper or my emotions to other people at outside. People might say I think too much, well, I did thought that what people said is true, but the truth is I felt not very right with my feelings recently. Getting very hard to express out, and certainly hard to control recently.

Get to talk to a friend. I also don't know whether actually I expressed what I want to or not. I also not sure whether my mood is getting better. I still don't know yet that time, because there is other thing was actually dissipate my attention. The weird thing, I am getting better now, even though I may not express what I want to, this kind of emotions lost most of that just like that. Suddenly I felt much more better. (Maybe because I can't find a person that I trust to listen to me, so my conscious asked me fought for my better emotions? I won that match just because I told myself not to rely on people, must rely on my own?!) I am way back to my "consciousness", back to who I am now, can focus in my stuffs seriously and dedicated.

Emotional, did I fight and win over your side? Conclusion: I won.