Ok, my mood for these few days, almost like the one sounded in title.
Seriously, I don't really enjoyed much for this CNY celebration. Well, and certainly not because of the duration of the holiday, not because of the weather, not really because I am over 20 years old now...whatever... All because of the pain that was started last Saturday. Ended on Wednesday. The thing is, I can feel that the pain haven't fully subsided yet, therefore, inflammation haven't really subsided yet. So how now? Ya, wait until it is getting worse. (And which means next time I would need steroid to make the inflammation subside? Oh, seems to be that way...)
About seeing a doctor, seems like the frequency of the recurrence of the inflammation caused me not to drag this matter anymore.
Ok, drag? Or no drag? My friend is offering herself to accompany me to see the doctor. That time, I was seriously no idea on why I said so...I said that I don't want to be alone to visit to the doctor anymore...(but every time I hid from my friends about this). And now, if anything is getting worse, I think I shall go alone, ya, to avoid my friend from worrying about me. Ish, I feel like drag until I completed my final semester. Can I? Can...can...can??? Am I able to bear that? Of course I need to know what is happening on me. I know the stress level is getting high, what I can do is just try not to be so stress. I suffer not much negative effects in terms of negative emotional changes, thank Him for that. The pain, I may looked ok, however, how far I can bear for it? I knew that the pain has somehow caused my face to be very "cool", my friends "teased" that my face expression is making people scared of me. As people always said, tolerance and patience has its limit. Well, I guess I have to find another way to drain off the effects that brought up by the increased stress level.
In a "conclusion", this CNY ain't bring much joy to me......WHATEVER!
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Don't give up... you able to overcome with His strength. Press On!!
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