hiding

Haiz...
what am I hiding?
Hiding my true feeling?
Hiding my expression?
Hiding my true words?

Writing in diary,
write my feelings,
express myself,
record everything I feel necessary
write to keep as memory,
not only in brain,
but also in real.

What am I hiding?
what am I hesitating?
why can't I just straight forward,
write it out bravely,
be brave to face my own feelings...

Tell myself,
I can't hide forever,
I need to face it after all...