angry?! blaming?!

Feel very sad for your attitude
as we know for so long,
asked you about that,
maybe in the way of expressing,
it hurts or offended you,
maybe in the way of expressing make you feel that
I am not understanding, selfish,
I just feel that you are getting even further...

You explained,
don't know what kind of feeling I had that time,
felt that you are just giving excuses,
very lame excuses,
I was wishing I can accept that,
I understand what you explained,
but I was not satisfied,
a bit angry and at the same time,
sad too...
why you replied this and why I thought like that...