Tuesday, March 4, 2008

the reflection

Is this what I got from my teaching? The upper standard like Standard 4 and 5, don't know what they did in the lower standard. Wasting the exam questions set for them. They don't know how to do and simply do it. So, when I marked the Standard 4 "Penulisan Bahasa Melayu", I can finish it in not than one hour. Because? They don't know how to do, some they tried, but cannot be read at all. Many students' exam papers just get slashed by me and get a big red "0". What I can do...I can just sigh. I forgot how is my feeling when the students' exam papers got slashed by me. Angry? Sad? Disapppointed? I think the feeling of disappointed is stronger.

Is my teaching not good enough? Am I not caring or attentive enough?

Would it be the reflection of how is my teaching? Or my students' bad results is not my fault at all.

What can I say is I am trying my best to help them improve their basic knowledge. However the response was making me greatly disappointed...
What can I do? Sad? Angry?

Tell me!!!

I just hope my teaching method won't be the excuse for other authorities on making trouble. I mean their children get bad results but suing me for my teaching method? I hope I won't meet this kind of trouble.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

now we know how hard were our teachers taught us.maybe u can discuss with ur students to figure out what is the problem.

Genieve said...

no you'll be fine.

every student should be responsibly for thier own results.

they have gotta learn.
so chill and enjoy the experience :)

thank you teacher!

kjlonewolf said...

Hmm, thanks for the consolation. I do appreciate it. I will try my best not to blame myself too much.

Anonymous said...

Hey fren...just wanna wish you all the best in getting you STPM result.

Anyway, students failing is not your fault, it's not that your teachings are not good. It's just...I don't know how to explain as well. I understand cuz I came across the same problem as well. But...just do your best and there's no regret to it. Jia you!