New Year 2008 gonna come

Today (30/12/2007),another one day,........2008 is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everybody is busy with their stuffs...busy busy busy...
Gonna plan things for next year...

Merry Christmas!

First of all, I wanna wish all my friends Merry Christmas! Wish you all have a nice day. Have your dreama come true. Have a nice day!!!
Well, I was out celebrated Christmas myself, by walking with my cousin sister in Jusco. By the way, I like walking without her existance,(sorry I have to say that, she sometimes very talkative).
I bought two cds. One entitled "The best of 1999-2005 trance" and the other one is "unforgetable hits by clarinet". I have listened for a while. Both nice.
Then I read books in book store.





What I wish for Christmas is my good friends can spend a little time with me. (They can do it with the other friends , but why not with me?!) I think I never meet my good friend very long time ago since after Standard Six. (keep rejecting what I asked and wished). How disappointed am I...

力不从心

我有养成写日记的习惯。当然，写日记总不能天天写吧，否则越写越没乐趣。日记是用来记载你认为值得回忆的事。最近就是力不从心，我是得空得很，但没这种心情去写日记。是有某某值得回忆的事，但这种回忆不及时写的话，就没那种热诚的感觉了，现在写回去，就写不出当时的感觉.

worth it?

Yesterday(21/12,Friday),I went out alone to Jusco. Main purpose there is to find books I interested in. Well, the result of searching was not disappointed.
I found the books written by 现代作家：郭沫若，胡适，徐自摩，茅盾，丰子恺，等等The last writer that I mentioned, well, I like the thought and logics he proposed. The book costs RM21. Haiz...not enough money(because I wanna buy other things).
I felt lucky because I learned chinese in STPM. Get to know so much knowledge, our literature history is fun(although many facts to remember). Study chinese in STPM helped me to recognise nice books to be read.
I would go and buy it in short time.

原本

起初的意念
是想狠狠地
把不愉快地感觉给
抒发出来

有点怨恨你
难道这几年来的
友情，感情
就这样
去了

一次又一次的拒绝
让我感到心灰意冷

但写着的当儿
却写不出气人的话
写不出怨恨你的话

Miracle's lyrics

"Miracle"

Boy meets girl

You were my dream,my world

But i was blind

You cheated on me from behind

So on my own

I feel so all alone

Though I know it's true

I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle

I wanna be your girl

Give me a chance to see

That you are made for me

I need a miracle

Please let me be your girl

One day you'll see it can happen to me

I need a miracle

I wanna be your girl

Give me a chance to see

That you are made for me

I need a miracle

Please let me be your girl

One day you'll see it can happen to me

It can happen to me

Day and night

I'm always by your side

Cause I know for sure

My love is real my feelings pure

So take a try

No need to ask me why

Cause I know it's true

I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle...

I wanna be your girl

Give me a chance to see

That you are made for me

I need a miracle

Please let me be your girl

One day you'll see it can happen to me

I need a miracle

I wanna be your girl

Give me a chance to see

That you are made for me

I need a miracle

Please let me be your girl

One day you'll see it can happen to me

It can happen to me

不再了

遗憾
一件不算错事
但结果总显示你做错了的那个感觉
一直环绕着你
告诉你
你做错了

一时的嫉妒，
一时的输不起的心理
冲昏了头
对周边的人不义
造成现今的下场

好朋友们看不惯你的态度
疏远了你
还有至知之明的你察觉了
想挽救
可是似乎来不及了
以前的那和谐的气氛不再出现了
有的是敷衍
有的是应酬

要说你活该吗
告诉你
我不知要如何评

not dare

I do miss u,
but I am not dare,
not dare to tell you that
I miss you a lot.

I always find something to do;
find something to do to stop thinking of you,
stop missing you,
sometimes just express my feelings out,
just wanna stop myself from thinking of you.

Miss u all

This few days,many things to recall n remember.
Remember what is the deeper meaning of friendship,
Think and consider things that I shouldn't put myself too deep into it

Consider things and incidents
whether have I do wrong anything
recall how I treat others
recall how others treat me
recall how people make things funny
recall how people make things worse until make other people fix it back
recall why I got some sort of honour by school authority
recall I laugh crazily with my new friends
something feels good
something feels bad

I really miss you all
Thanks you all go along with me in Form 6's life

Although tough,
but life with friends cool and meaningful

无聊

0750 Wake up
0800 Online,blogging
0900 Having breakfast outside
1002 Watching cartoons (dun laugh!)
1130 Cleaning n tidy up my books n my study table
1300 Have bath
1330 Lunch hour
1350 Online
1630 Reading
1845 Have bath
1930 Dinner
2030 Listening 2 music
2220 Online

Wonderful day

Yesterday (7/12), my best fren Cristabel (I call her Cris), asked me 2 go out wif her 2 hv fun. Really appreciate. U saved me from dying in dis boring home. We went 2 Jusco. Watched movie "The Golden Compass". Ok, quite nice...

The main female character,a 12-year-old girl, Lyra,she has d courage dat normal child dun hv. Well, d guts n bravery had bring her character well in the movie. N she has a face dat looked like an adult.

After that, we had lunch...ok...quite nice...den went 2 d bookstore. I saw a book, I took it n stand aside. Imagine I finished dat book dat day too. I stood n read d book. Waa...really tired my feet. Cris saw another fren n her fren asked her 2 chat. She left. Ok, left me...I walked alone in d shopping complex. not bored but nice. I enjoy shopping n walking alone.

Although dat day jux passed like dat, I felt happy too...who dun happy b wif their best fren...esp we not meet 4 long. She has a new image now, so do I (although I din change much).

After I back home, she msged me n thanked me for giving her a wonderful day. I said I really thankful 2 u 4 not saying me as a boring person.(or we 2 oso d same kind of person,lol)