矛盾

顿时陷入矛盾

矛盾

矛盾

suprised

Today went for tuition as usual. I went there earlier coz I need to photocopy sth. While waiting, I felt a bit "not very comfortable" like being watching, then I looked at d site. Oh, my old fren, Sarania. Well, a bit fatter but she is nice. Cool man! (I mean very girlish la). Then we jux chat a while, and then she left.

Jux suprised...and happy. Wish her good luck and all d best in exam n everything...

hmm...

那天，我与几个比较合得来的朋友同桌，在学长慰劳宴上。看她那副憔悴的样子，真有点feel sorry for her. 一点都不像她之前健谈，活泼的模样。我是喜欢与她聊天的，因不愿看那憔悴的样子，就讲一些冷笑话及找话题，至少她还"有理睬我”，高兴她还有“心情”。

过后，我的朋友要坐我的车。我的朋友问我为何会与她同桌。我说我要与朋友见面咯。我朋友告诉我一些事情，关于到她的。听了后，我觉得有点气愤及伤心，为何别人要这么说她的坏话，就为她辩护，我明白他的苦衷及为人，请朋友不要这样说她，我的朋友说其实很多人都在说她。我听了只能叹气。为何？！

受不了

快受不了。沉重的，逼人的压力，使人透不过气来。一连几天的冲刺，身体？，还受得了，但mental有点blurr 了。

受不了！！！

熬过这考试，你可以的！加油！

别说熬过，该说享受！

incidences

Drove my car to tuition yesterday, dunno was not enuf warming up d car or d car's battery gonna running out, d car "shivering" until wanna broke down (死火）, at housing area myself den not big matter but not middle of d main road, (very paiseh n =_=) . But luckily no break down. Huhh...but not very stable, I scared when I drove yesterday.

This morning (18/10), I went out 2 fetch sb,d situation repeated,n I almost crushed on a motorcycle when I crossed d road.( coz I am too scared, I scared my car break down in d middle of d road until I din realise d motorcycle was rode towards d junction).

Real a 虚惊...thank God 4 bad things din happened.

剪头发

咔嚓... 咔嚓咔嚓咔嚓...
一戳戳的头发掉了下来
我的忍耐性有限，
恼人的“长发”，
干脆一把给剪了。

剪啊剪，
剪掉一丝丝烦恼，
抛得远远的，
让新的惊喜填补心灵。

would be a bz week...coming

Gonna sit for STPM exam,somemore first day is chinese, d subject I most afraid to. got many things to memorise...but if I interested, those facts will "enter" my brain easily. I do hv interest, but not in all sector. There are four sectors in chinese, namely 古代文学，古代文学史，现代文学，现代文学史. Well, I like most d 1st and d 3rd one. Well, I muz finish them in a smart way asap. I will do that...

Another one bio...all those cycle here and there...make head big only, n muz kno how 2 applicate into question o...our bio teahcer always said us for always study blindly but dunno how 2 applicate...Muz memorise them effectively asap. Maths, do effectively...understand totally, not blindly...all subjects...study effectively...revise effectively...effectively n smart!!!

Full conecntration!!!