Friday, June 5, 2009

my thoughts

After I got my Year 1 Semester 2 final result, I was happy because I have improved compared to first semester's.
The most disappointed thing is, I don't know this consider disappointed or sad or else, I knew I couldn't finish the paper that day, I have realized what would be happened to my results. That moment, I just hope I won't get a C for chemistry. My hard work and my talent is going to be considered as wastage if I got a C. I knew I studied hard, I should deserved better even though I couldn't finish the paper. I was totally disappointed because I know I could't get an A for chemistry on that day after times up. So sad that time. But based on my talent and ability, I shall get a B. A B- to me, is quite hurt. Maybe I am just not really hardworking enough. I can just think like that to let myself feel not so guilty and continue to disappointed.

Now, no more chemistry-based subjects, but related to a bit theory from chemistry. Hope I can "transform" my love to biology subjects. Let it be balanced. I must let the interests be counterbalanced. I shall do this better.

1 comment:

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