hmm...

那天，我与几个比较合得来的朋友同桌，在学长慰劳宴上。看她那副憔悴的样子，真有点feel sorry for her. 一点都不像她之前健谈，活泼的模样。我是喜欢与她聊天的，因不愿看那憔悴的样子，就讲一些冷笑话及找话题，至少她还"有理睬我”，高兴她还有“心情”。

过后，我的朋友要坐我的车。我的朋友问我为何会与她同桌。我说我要与朋友见面咯。我朋友告诉我一些事情，关于到她的。听了后，我觉得有点气愤及伤心，为何别人要这么说她的坏话，就为她辩护，我明白他的苦衷及为人，请朋友不要这样说她，我的朋友说其实很多人都在说她。我听了只能叹气。为何？！

受不了

快受不了。沉重的，逼人的压力，使人透不过气来。一连几天的冲刺，身体？，还受得了，但mental有点blurr 了。

受不了！！！

熬过这考试，你可以的！加油！

别说熬过，该说享受！

incidences

Drove my car to tuition yesterday, dunno was not enuf warming up d car or d car's battery gonna running out, d car "shivering" until wanna broke down (死火）, at housing area myself den not big matter but not middle of d main road, (very paiseh n =_=) . But luckily no break down. Huhh...but not very stable, I scared when I drove yesterday.

This morning (18/10), I went out 2 fetch sb,d situation repeated,n I almost crushed on a motorcycle when I crossed d road.( coz I am too scared, I scared my car break down in d middle of d road until I din realise d motorcycle was rode towards d junction).

Real a 虚惊...thank God 4 bad things din happened.

剪头发

咔嚓... 咔嚓咔嚓咔嚓...
一戳戳的头发掉了下来
我的忍耐性有限，
恼人的“长发”，
干脆一把给剪了。

剪啊剪，
剪掉一丝丝烦恼，
抛得远远的，
让新的惊喜填补心灵。

would be a bz week...coming

Gonna sit for STPM exam,somemore first day is chinese, d subject I most afraid to. got many things to memorise...but if I interested, those facts will "enter" my brain easily. I do hv interest, but not in all sector. There are four sectors in chinese, namely 古代文学，古代文学史，现代文学，现代文学史. Well, I like most d 1st and d 3rd one. Well, I muz finish them in a smart way asap. I will do that...

Another one bio...all those cycle here and there...make head big only, n muz kno how 2 applicate into question o...our bio teahcer always said us for always study blindly but dunno how 2 applicate...Muz memorise them effectively asap. Maths, do effectively...understand totally, not blindly...all subjects...study effectively...revise effectively...effectively n smart!!!

Full conecntration!!!

Happy holiday?! Happy studying!!

School starts holiday starting tomorrow. Now is 2:30pm,Wednesday. Well, is not actually a holiday for students sitting for major exam. Well, also need to rest, don't too stress and tensed up. Must reach equilibrium, if not; according to Le Chatelier principle (application), if the situation and condition (routine) you faced is disturbed,the consequences is it will shift for you until reach another new equilibrium, which always brings bad consequences. So just like my bio teacher said that don't try new things when facing coming exam, will disturb equilibrium...

To all my Form 5 friends, to all my Form 6 friends and friends sitting for A-Level final, all the best to you all, gambateh!!!
We all can and will do it!!

fake

Told you that I (and most of your frenz) treat people sincerely. Don't simply do things that can show your fakeness behind us.
Don't think that you are good enough and do other things that you think we are blurr enough for not realise that.
You would face the consequences...just look and see...

I need a reason

My school organise a programme called "gerak gempur". For Upper Six students coz we are going to sit for STPM major exam. I wondered...(although the tests are only one hour and 10 minutes,but almost everyday.) I think most of the Upper Six students wanna study at home, at home can concentrate more, at school, got many inconsiderable people make noise here and there. Really irresponsible and inconsiderable. Sometimes like that really make people feel that go to school is a waste of time, especially go to the M's school. People with no brain conducting the school. Say teacher will discuss the questions with us student for the programme (I mean after the tests). Some teacher really don't know how to teach and terribly lousy teacher, really no point sitting for the tests.

今天

有些事情就是这样，
你越想它发生，
它却不发生，
偏偏在我没有防备及潜意识之下，
在我面前出现。

这么久没见到你，
其实我有很多东西想与你分享，
但因为太想你及没心理准备，
连说声嗨也是“战战兢兢“的，
表情也是装出来的，
原谅我当时的虚伪。

我好想与你见面，
我有好多事情想与你分享...